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Devious Journal Entry

Fri Oct 23, 2009, 11:34 PM
I feel I am nothing. I feel I should not be.

  • Listening to: Velvet acid christ
  • Reading: a book about knights
  • Watching: nothing goddamn it
  • Playing: brutal legend
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nichts

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: California
  • Favourite movie: The Dark Knight
  • Favourite band or musician: Skinny Puppy, JOJ, Elfman, Switchblade symphony, Tenacious D
  • Favourite genre of music: Industrial, Goth, electronica, rock, composition
  • Favourite artist: dear god that question is too hard
  • Favourite poet or writer: as much as I read you'd think I'd know but I don't
  • Favourite photographer: My dad is simply amazing
  • Operating System: Vista (who doesn't have vista nowadays)
  • MP3 player of choice: whatever will play the music
  • Favourite game: 7th Guest. RE series. HALF-LIFE series!!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, Wii, Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: su kaolla. butterfly from last unicorn, he's funny.
  • Personal Quote: "PLEASE NO MAN BREASTS!"

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:iconchoyonghi:
Update: The "beau" and I are just friends, and I also laid down a rule: If we're going to go where we went that night again, he will have to want to be more than just friends. Other than that, he will just be my friend. I let him know I feel too much for him to just have a casual thing going on alongside our friendship. And that doing that could actually hurt our friendship, because I would always be hurting. And that I'm tired of hurting.

=) I feel a lot better now. Disappointed, but a lot better.

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"Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die."
:iconelfanatic:
which on is the beau? Is this Nate? The guy that you liked when I met you. So you guys had a fling but it didn't go any further than that? At least you laid down the law and are starting to protect yourself now. I imagine you would be hurt. It was like these two guys liked you, wanted you and then it was over for whatever reason and at that point completely disregarded your feelings.

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Why so serious... ly talented? No really, you're really good!
:iconchoyonghi:
Ok.the stuff that happened that one night was us "just having fun." When we were together b4, we were actually in a relationship. He ended it, bc he realized he wasn't ready. And yes, the one I'm talking about is Nate. And the only reason I'm not with either of these guys is neither of them are ready for a relationship, although they thought they were when they pursued me. AND we remained good friends, because they really do like who I am. It's just the wrong time for them, and when my time comes to find the right person, I'll find him. Nate felt terrible when he ended it with me, and Dane didn't feel to great about it either, but they are both great guys, and we have an incredible respect for one another.

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"Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die."
:iconshinfox:
SANJI is the cooks name, SON OF A BITCH why was that so hard to remember gaaaaaaaa now I can sleep well
:iconelfanatic:
GAH! I can't believe I forgot too. now, what was his masters name? ha ha.

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Why so serious... ly talented? No really, you're really good!
:iconshinfox:
now does that really matter haha
:iconelfanatic:
That question was supposed to cause you pain and torment for weeks as you tried to remember the name. I wasn't prepared for you to say, "ah, doesn't matter"

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Why so serious... ly talented? No really, you're really good!
:iconshinfox:
yeah because I knew what you were planning and decided to "not care" ahead of time. I mean its not like you asked me for the name of that one kid Luffy met in the first episode, you know... whats his name?...ah shit

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